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Oct. 31st, 2005 @ 04:53 pm damn....
Current Mood: contemplative
Holy crap its been such a long time, and i almost totally forgot i had one of these at one point in time... im suprised that i actually remembered my password to this thing. Hahaha.. Looking back at some of these old entries... what was i thinking, i was a stupid little girl.
But now im almost 20 years old, and been out of the high school life for almost 2 years. damn. Too bad the one thing that seems to always come back the most from HS is the fuckin drama.
I wish my friends could be more reliable, and treat me better. I figure if it doesnt get better... the karma will come around to bite them in the ass someday. Its only a matter of time.
Well off to class in like 40 min.
Just felt like updating this thing since it does exist.
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Apr. 16th, 2005 @ 04:14 am its all good.....
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: She will be loved- Maroon 5

So i stole this from a gazillion people... so have fun reading about what i have and havent done... its like 10 fingers... but in a less private sorta way...

Have you ever... [Bold for have's.. Plain for havent's]

Snuck out of the house
Played spin the bottle
Toliet-papered someones house/property
Tutored someone
Called the cops
Eaten File Minyon (youre a bad speller... its filet mignon)
Had a crush on a teacher
Played poker with money
Liked someone but never told them
Sat on your glasses and broke them
Went camping in your backyard
Got an autograph
Had a crush on your sister's friend
Walked in the rain with no umbrella
Been in a talent show
Started laughing for no reason at a bad time
Worn something your mom didnt approve of
Been to a nude beach
Hacked into some ones computer
Been called a slut for kissing someone
Burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener
Blackmailed someone
Wanted to be a police officer
Dumped someone
Been hit on by someone too old
Bought lottery tickets
Made out in a car
Looked through your brothers/sisters stuff
Said something bad about someone who was near you and heard it
Cried during a movie
Wanted something you couldnt have
Seen someone shoplift
Yelled at your pet
Bought a thong when the cashier was a guy
Gotten seasick
Had a stalker
Played a prank on someone that had them really scared
Been embarrassed by your family
Felt bad about eating meat
Screamed in a library
Made out with a stranger
Wished a part of you was different
Asked a guy to dance
Been asked out by a really hott guy/girl
Laughed so hard you cried
Went up to a complete stranger and started talking
Been sunburned
Kicked a guy in the nuts for being a perv
Woke someone up by screaming in their ear
Threw up in school
Received an anonymous love letter
Had to wear something you hated
Had a really bad haircut
Saw your ex and wanted to kick his ass
Cursed infront of your parents
Been on a commercial on TV
Watched a movie that made you miss your ex
Been out of your country
Been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk
Won at pool
Fought with your best friend
Went to a party where you were the only sober one
Went on a diet
Been lost out to sea
Been told a extremely stupid line
Played truth-or-dare
Cut class
Cheated on your boy/girl friend
Been pulled over by a cop
Tanned topless
Been attacked by seagulls
Been searched at an airport
Been pantsed
Stole from a teacher
Gotten lost at the beach/boardwalk
Thrown a shoe at someone
Broke someones heart
Sung in the shower
Bought something way too expensive
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about
Been walked in on when you were dressing
Ran out of a movie theater cause you were too scared of the movie
Been kicked out of a mall
Been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back
Got gum stuck in your hair
Spilled your drink on someone on purpose
Wanted plastic surgery
Stood someone up
Done something stupid when you were drunk
Slammed into someone while you were checking someone out with your head turned
Fell off your roof
Pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up to someone
Been in a car crash
Had a deer jump in front of your car
Threatened someone with a watergun
Lied to someone and looked them straight in the eye

 

Hope you all had fun with that...

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Jan. 1st, 2005 @ 04:56 pm its been a long time

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and this is random but im putting my fav song here, so i dont forget the URL

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Jul. 27th, 2004 @ 06:22 pm I'm walking away from the troubles in my life....
Current Mood: creative
"You held my hand and walked me home, i know
While you gave me the kiss, it went something like this
You made me go oh oh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all of my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love, cause you're so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who gives it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time
Did you think that it was something I was gonna do, and cry
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

Don't think you're charming the fact your arm is now around my neck
Get in my pants, I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, that I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
So get outta my head, get off of my bed, yeah thats what i said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl
The one who throws it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time
Did you think that it was something I was gonna do, and cry
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on once messed me up, but I done no wrong
And these thoughts of you and me have gone, away..."

- Avril Lavigne (Don't Tell Me)
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Jul. 8th, 2004 @ 01:24 pm My life really is a box of chocolates
Current Mood: giddy
I had decided for awhile that I really didn't want to update here. But I gave into the temptation, mainly because I know that some people still do read this. My summer has been amazing so far. I have met so many new people, and made a lot of new friends. It makes me wonder about college. I'm actually really excited to start at u of m. I just bought a bunch of stuff for my dorm room. Mainly a bunch of bed sheets and things to help organize myself. I have also decided that instead of pimping out my car, I'm gonna buy a TV, DVD player, and an x box for my dorm room. Party in my room! Funny thing is, I found some really good prices on those things and i could by them with one weeks pay.
Since I last wrote in here, there was a lot of drama in my life, but now I have kinda blocked it from my life. I was definetly sick of it, actually i never liked it from the beginning. Its over, and thats what matters, and I've made it a goal to never go back to that lifestyle.
I started rowing with the advanced competitive program this past week for AARC. Its been nice getting back into rowing, and also just working out. I'm rowing in a regatta in Grand Rapids this coming weekend. I'm in a lightweight 4, Open Women's 4, and Open Women's 8. Im gonna be rowing my ass off, but its gonna be fun. I have to drinve myself there, I think I'll end up getting lost though.
Next week i have to work two days, and then Wed, Thurs, Fri I'm going up to Kate's cottage with all the graduated crew seniors. I have a feeling that we are gonna have an amazing time. Its reallt our last time hanging out though, so it might be a little emotional.
Well enough of my stories. Going back to xanga for awhile.
love always,
Sarah
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Jun. 6th, 2004 @ 10:25 pm Lemme ask you this...
Current Mood: hopeful
"I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore,
Before you take a swing,
I wonder
What are we fighting for
When I say out loud,
I want to get out of this,
I wonder
Is there anything
I'm gonna miss,
I wonder how's it gonna be,
When you don't know me,
How's it gonna be,
When you're sure I'm not there,
How's it gonna be,
When there is no one there to talk about,
How's it gonna be,
Cause I don't care,
How's it gonna be?

Where we used to laugh,
There's a shouting match,
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch,
A silence I can't ignore,
Like..
The hammocks and the doorways we spent time in,
swing empty,
Don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me,
I guess that's how it's gonna be
Want to get back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
How's it gonna be?"
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May. 13th, 2004 @ 07:22 pm Xanga has taken over
Current Mood: ditzy
So I haven't updated here in quite awhile right?.........Well that's because I have decided that Xanga is much cooler. go here --> http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?users=Crewgirl4pihi

Well, its my b-day and I still need to take a shower to get all this river water off of me, and then go to dinner with the family, and then cake, and presents, and then maybe getting a phone call, and then going to bed.

I'll get back to this later maybe.

Love ya all!

- Sarah
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May. 6th, 2004 @ 10:21 am my fortune!

Open a fortune cookie!
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Do you like chinese food?
Your fortune Nothing is accomplished without passion.
Is luck on your side? (8) - You may rely on it. - (8)
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May. 2nd, 2004 @ 12:26 pm OMG
Wow this is actually like the theme song for my life....
LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:crewgirl4pihi
Your haiku:that's the way it goes
you gotta roll with the punches
that's the way it is
Username:
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May. 2nd, 2004 @ 12:14 pm Hmmm
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Third Eye Blind - Forgetting Myself
Well, had a pretty good weekend so far.... won a silver medal yesterday.... then went hot tubbin with people and had a fairly interesting night, lol. Some of it was good, and some was bad. Oh well, i also got very little sleep cause people were calling me until 4 in the morning....grrr...

Some things about my life have been really bothering me. I guess its just the fact that I'm such an emotional person, and I get sad or upset really easily. Well i guess its just certain people that make me really upset occasionally. I just really wanted to be treated like a human with feelings for once. Like I go out on the line and tell people how i feel about things, and a day later it seems like they don't even care about a word I said. Well whatever, i guess i'm just not important enough.

On a better note, i'm going to get a prom dress today..hopefully if my mom can find the time before 6 pm.

Well, more some other time.

love, sarah
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Apr. 27th, 2004 @ 11:20 pm Ohhh damn
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: TI- Rubberman
Well, things in life are good. Crew is starting to shape up again. Had a 2000 meter erg test today. Beasted it and got my personal best at 8:14. 4 sec away from silver standard. Damn it. Well, hopefully it'll be enough to keep me in a decent boat for awhile. Meap week has been amazing... getting to sleep in till 9 am every morning is making me wonder why we don't do this all school year. Well, I'm tired...and really want to get to bed. Sorry this is so short. PO
Sarah
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Apr. 25th, 2004 @ 08:46 pm Mission
your mission...
- Open up your mp3 player
- Put on random
- Write down the first 21 songs that play no matter how emabarassing.

1. Naughty Girl - Beyonce
2. Blow It Out - Ludacris
3. Right Thurr - Chingy
4. You Gotta Be - Desiree
5. The Reason - Hoobastank
6. Salt Shaker - Ying Yang Twins
7. With You - Jessica Simpson
8. Lost Myself In Search of You - Matt Nathanson
9. My Immortal - Evanescence
10. Until the Day I Die - Story of the Year
11. There You'll Be - Faith Hill
12. Super Model - Jill Sobule
13. Venus - Bananarama
14. Numb - Linkin Park
15. New York, New York - Frank Sinatra
16. White Flag - Dido
17. Game Over - Lil Flip
18. Let It Burn! - Usher
19. All Falls Down - Kayne West
20. Yeah! - Usher
21. Heaven is a place on earth - Belinda Carlise

Woo all done!
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Apr. 25th, 2004 @ 08:24 pm Heaven is a place on earth...
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Belinda Carlisle- Heaven is a place on earth
Hey there!
Well, I believe my last entry was all about New York. Well, since then lots has been going on. Grand Rapids went well. Got bronze clinkage, making that my first clinkage ever! And then school was just dandy this past week, well not really, but I lived.
Beach Bash was on Friday night... that was pretty fun. I'm glad they actually started playing rap music after awhile. Probably cause they noticed that nobody was dancing to the stupid hawaiian music that they had going at first.
Yesterday was the Hebda Cup regatta. Didn't place or even make it to finals, but it was still fun getting to hang out and chill for once without having to worry about missing your race or something like that. Then last night I went out with some people downtown, and then to their house to watch a movie.
Then today I had this modeling thingy out in Novi. I think it went fairly well. Gotta call tomorrow to see if this Highlite Model and Talent place wants to represent me. They also sent my pictures and stats to NEXT Models in New York to see if they would be interested in me.
Well, better be going. I'm bored with this.
PO
Sarah
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Apr. 15th, 2004 @ 09:55 pm "If I can make it there, I'm gonna make it anywhere."
Current Mood: accomplished
Wow... New York was the shit! I don't think I've ever had more fun on one trip in my life. It was awesome getting to hang with the modeling girls from my agency and get to know them a lot better. Too bad I'll never see half of them ever again. Which really kinda sucks...

So I got there mid-day saturday, and we went to the Waldorf Astoria which was our hotel (pretty fancy) and then got to hang out for a bit around New York. Then at about 6pm, we had to come back for our orientation, and they had a small concert for us. Then right after that I had to do my swimsuit competition, which was in front of about 300 people.
Sunday I had my Television commercial and got to chill around New York and such. Monday was a beast. I had 3 competitions: runway, legs, and photography. In between all of that, I had to run out and get some 4 inch heeled shoes before the legs competition. I was so incredibly stressed out.
On Wednesday we all got to meet the agents and talent scouts in hopes of getting jobs for later on. If the agents like you, they ask for "callbacks" whuch basically mean that they want to talk to you further about things. I ended up getting 12 callbacks from different agents. I was kinda shocked with that. So outta all of those there was one real agency that seemed quite interested. This IKON NY Model Managment wanted to meet with me at their office and get copies of my pictures. They said that they will consider giving me a chance to work in New York this summer. So I have to call back in May if I am truly interested and he will tell me the details about this summer.
So anyways, after all the stuff with the agents, we had an awards ceremony with everyone that was involved in the convention (about 2000 people), and I ended up getting 3 medals for placing in the top 8 of the legs, swimsuit, and photography competitions.
Yesterday, they had another awards banquet, and then we got some time to chill, and after that they held a dance on the starlight roof of the hotel. So I went to that with a bunch of girls from my agency, and we met a bunch of cute guys and danced with them. It was a lot of fun. So yah, its kinda depressing being back here in Ann Arbor, and having nothing to do. Its like New York was a little fantasy world for me. Wow, I miss it already. Hopefully I'll continue working with my current agency until this New Work stuff gets settled.
Well, I think I've talked enough. I think this is probably one of my longest entries yet. lol.
Well, hope everyone else had a good break! Later!
Love, Sarah
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Apr. 5th, 2004 @ 11:18 pm The wonderful world of sarah....
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Black Eyed Peas - Shut Up
So I'm in a much better mood than I was when I wrote in my xanga earlier. I was pretty darn depressed then, and i felt very unloved. And on top of all of that, i was feeling sick and my parents were fighting, my sister was screaming and fighting with my brother, and I just got so emotionally overloaded that I went up and locked myself in the bathroom. Just too much stuff was going on in my house and in my mind, and i just couldn't deal with it anymore. Thats the first time I've had a breakdown like that. Crying and all. Wow, its been along time since i've had any tears... probably about 3 months. Thats unusual for me, considering the fact that I tend to be really emotional when it comes to things.. guess i'm slowly getting better with that.
So back to my story, so i sat in the bathroom trying to call my buddy, cause I really needed someone to talk to... and then he wouldn't pick up his phone.. and that made me feel even worse. So i went and slept for awhile, hoping that i would wake up and everything would be normal again. Then tolya called, and made me feel better. Talked to him for awhile... he promised me he would send sunshine and warmth from Florida to me while i'm freezing up in new york.... I'll hold him to that...lol..
Now i finally feel human again... and everything is just peachy. My stomach ache finally decided to go away. You know what is also making me mad, I have to eat gross food for a week. Passover bites.
Well, i gotta shower and get to bed.
~Sarah
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Apr. 4th, 2004 @ 10:03 pm Addicted..
Current Mood: sleepy
Hey,
Well this weekend was pretty fun. Did more than i would usually i guess. Hung out with my buddy for the majority of the day. Went to the movies, and hung out at the mall. Yay. Well, back to school tomorrow.... which is sad.. but oh well. i wish i could skip. But hey, i only got 2 months left, and then I'm outta there!
So friday, went and chilled, and i got sent to the principals office.. but not beacuse i was in trouble... god... that was a waste of time. Kinda pissed me off.
Only 4 more days till New York.. im excited.. and a little scared, but i know i'll be fine. i always worry way too much. I'll take lots of pictures...
Well, im tired.
Nighty night!
Love,
Sarah
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Apr. 3rd, 2004 @ 03:44 pm Wow
So lots has happened since I last wrote in here. We had concerto concerts, which went well, or at least I thought so. I wish i could get that many flowers just for playing my violin... lol. So last night jessy and I met brandon and his friend matt. We had a good time, had ice cream, went bowling, and aimlessly wandered around downtown for a bit trying to find something to do. And gosh.. today i have been so incredibly busy. This morning I had to get up early and drive my sis to her skating thingy, then i had violin, a hair appointment, and then the crew fundraiser which sucked butt. Oh well, now I'm hoping i will have plans for tonight cause i am bored right now. Well, back later with more depending on how i feel.
Love,
Sarah
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Mar. 31st, 2004 @ 08:33 pm Good Times
Current Mood: sore
"Girl love, and only girl love..."
Wow do liz and i have way to much fun in orchestra.....haha

Well guess what... we decided that Lan likes boys and it up the butt... hehehe

Now you find out what we talk about in our spare time.
So we had this little sheet with all of Lan's little comments to us, and we tucked it inside our music, so everytime we did that specific page turn, we would see all his little "insults" to us and start cracking up... wow... i'm so easily amused.

Anyways, I'm sitting around doing a whole bunch of nothing. And waiting for someone to answer their PHONE! grrr. so yeah, I'm really bored, and I am in desperate need of someone to talk to about all of the things going on in my life.
Later.

Love, Sarah
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Mar. 29th, 2004 @ 09:31 pm Times like these..
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: With You - Jessica Simpson
" Just an old friend coming over to visit you and, thats what I've become, I let myself in, though I'm not supposed to but I never know when i'm done. And i see you fogging up the mirror, vapor round your body glistens in the shower, and I want to stay right here and go down on you for an hour, or stay, and let the day just fade away in wild dedication, take the moment of hope and let it run, never looked back at all the damage we have done now to each other, to each other,
But when I see you, you know all the things I've done, and I'm blinded like I'm staring down the sun, when I see you, its like I'm staring down the sun, hey, I'm blinded."


hey, well, i guess i'm doing okay. crew was okay, i got to row with the V1 girls, but it won't be permanent. I'll enjoy it while it lasts. But oh well, we had fun rowing all eight on the square.. if you happen to know what that means. School sucks as usual, but its nice for being able to talk to my friends, but other than that, its useless. Hmmm waiting for a phone call, who knows... i might get one, i might not. So in the meantime, I'm playing spider solitaire on my computer, and listening to music, its pretty depressing, and this song by usher (Let it Burn) is really sad... sniff... well, i better get going before I feel like I have to write everything that I'm thinking on here. Goodnight! Love, Sarah
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DadLou Pearlman
BrotherTobey McGuire
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BoyfriendAaron Carter
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